Bittersweetgirl

Busy Body

Wow can't believe I haven't posted in almost 2 wks! Let's see..can't remember much from last week. Last Saturday, the VP of my department invited us to watch a Jays game in luxury suite. I brought Jess and Eileen..we stuffed our face with wings, chicken fingers, hot dogs, beer and....ben and jerry's ice cream bars. MMMM! I was super full. The suite was pretty cool. Right behind home plate. The new jumbotron and new screens scattered across the dome (i mean Rogers Centre) look so good! My eyes are terrible tho..I need glasses. After the game, went to Jess's to try on bridesmaid dress. So nice! Her mom is v. talented. Then I went to dinner with Jason in little italy. I was still full fr/ lunch but really tried hard to stuf my face (forced eating is v. bad). Nice to catch up and stuff tho!

Sunday, had lunch with the family at my granny's, then Eileen and I went for facials. Ahh so relaxing. Then we met up with Yun and co to go shopping for bridesmaid-related gear at Eaton's centre. Didn't find much tho. Blah.

OK so Monday, had a Rogers Wireless Softtball tourney at Rogers Centre. Man our group are such lushes. Who sneaks alcohol into the dome? lol. funny...it felt like the longest day ever...It was a lot of fun, even tho I suck :) We won 2 out of 3 games, and left the dome at around 11pm. SO TIRED. Tuesday, went out for dinner, Wednesday - dentist appt, went out for dinner. Thurs - drove to buffalo w/ Sammy, Tanya and our lovely chauffeur Paul :) I took the GO train to Oakville and I must say....SO NICE! Love the train. Sitting there, thinking...it's good stuff. So got to Buffalo, picked up Sammy's bridesmaid dresses then we went to Olive Garden and Krispy Kreme. Didn't have to pay duty on the way back either. YAY!

"Teeth, number one, DEFINITELY!"

haha..

Last night, I went to the gym and rented "Serendipity". Such a cute movie. Sigh.

Sometimes you don't know what you want until it's in front of you.

mushy mush

Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
-"Home" Michael Buble

Sucha good sad song ! Altho almost makes me teary-eyed at the gym today.

haha
i'm sucha mush ball.
(did i mention wedding planner was on tbs last nite? OH SO GOOD)

Sunny day in the City

Wow can't believe how nice the weather has been these last few days...today was over 20 degrees, and it's been that the past weekend. Didn't really do much..shopping on sat, and pedicure. That was so nice...Fairview mall has a new spa and they've gotta cool pedicure room. Sunday, moved another bag full of clothes down to my granny's. So nice being in the city...

I got internet hooked up on Sunday.  Oh how i missed it so. It's funny cuz it's not like I'm getting sooo many emails or anything. I suppose I just like knowing that I can research or connect to people whenever I want.

I got out my baseball glove from grade school for our Roger Wireless tourney at Rogers Centre (ahem, SkyDome) on April 25th. I'm so gettin injured..I can just see it!

This sat,  our VP invited our team to a baseball game in the luxury suite (eating and drinkin! game? what game..?)

excited! love when i have stuff to look forward to!

hmm i could go for some calamari...yumyum

Happy thursday!

....hmmm is it really?

CityLife

So day 3 of me being at my granny's downtown! It's so cool being in the city..you know, being able to walk places and stuff? It's kinda nice not having to take my car everywhere.

Only problem I foreseeing is my shoes (I don't have any flats really apart fr/ flipflops and running shoes). However, it's not a problem right now cuz my granny is like 1 minute fr/ Spadina streetcar, which takes me right into the Bloor subway line. Very convenient!

I've gone to Goodlife at Bay/Bloor which is sorta small, but does the job...cardio! I have been w/o internet at my granny's but they're gonna come install it on Sunday so I'm excited!

It's been a busy week so far - Monday I went to the gym, yesterday I went to see Maroon 5, and today I'm meeting Sammy for dinner at Milestones at Yorkdale. Speaking of Yorkdale, they've opened up a whole new section today! As if I even have money to spend..oh well, it's nice to look at stuff too..Tomorrow-gym, Friday - meeting Tom and Jess for dinner uptown.

I'm not too sure how I feel about the ipod shuffle. It's cute and all, but I don't like not being able to select the songs you want and stuff (i.e. lack of display!) Still, it's really light so would be good for the gym.

So last week I had problems eating..I just wasn't hungry..this week is the opposite! I can't stop eating! Sigh. My doctor says I need to lose weight. Very upset but I suppose I know I need to..I just don't wanna hear it fr/ her!

I need a vacation. Blahh

Wow I've been goin thru crazy mood swings! I need cake!

I don't wanna settle! I don't wanna be one of those people...

So many people tell me that the way I picture things (..or want to picture things...) isn't realistic. In real life, everyone has problems...it's hard to get along with people, especially in marriage. Imagine, having to somehow come to some sort of agreement on every day things...? I agree I may have high expectations...but I also see what happens when you just settle. You spend a lifetime trying to make things right...

blah

All or Nothing

So I suppose for me I tend to be very black and white about stuff. Binary, don'tcha know? Zeros and ones! Logical...mathematical.

I'm just lookin for a little inspiration in my life. I'm excited to go to the volunteering info session in a few weeks. If  ya can't find inspiration in  your day to day activities, must look elsewhere!

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
-Snow Patrol "Run"

Such a great CD!!!!

Wedding Invites

"Chatty Cathys? What? How OLD are you?" -SBB

Jess and I spent a few hours last nite scoring and cutting invitations. They're so pretty! Matches our bridesmaids dress. What would I do w/o her? Ate Wendys and talked about stuff. I hate when I babble and can't shut up :)

I went to the gym and tanned. Hmm still don't notice a difference....the girl at the tanning thing said it'd take probably at least 3 sessions before I notice a difference. Yay glowin skin!

Oh I'm losing weight again! Happy!